Home sweet home??

I can"t believe i have been in America for over one month now. Its so weird...

My plane ride home was insane. We, Martina, Rudolf, Gaby, Marius, and I, arrived in Frankfurt a little after 7:00am, we stood in line, i was checked in, and then it was time to say goodbye. I couldnt believe how fast my last few days went by...

Standing in the airport, realizing i was leaving ehind some of the most important people in my life, i realized how much i'd changed...i went from being a person, wo didnt let anyone in to my life, to becoming someone, who let so many people in, and let them help me.

I realized how muvh i was going to miss these people...After getting my passport checked, i turned for one last wave goodbye. I then walked, with yet another new person, down to my plane, and waited for boarding...

I probably spent the first 4 hours of my flight, just crying. hich at the time, was pretty embarassing, but now, not so much. It just shows how much i loved them, and was missing them.

Once i landed in America, it was time to go through customs, which really wasnt that bad...but i still ended up missing my next flight...so, i was delayed returning home, for yet another 5 hours..

At this point, i was starting to feel less sad, and starting to feel a little excited. I was really looking forward to seeing my brother, and my friends!!

Getting to the airport, and seeing my friends and family, was something, i cant even explain. It was both happy, and absolutely sad//i realized how much they had all changed, or not changed, and how much i had missed within that past year. Not going to lie, things were pretty damn awkward....

Now im home, and am startingyet another chapter in my strange, and confusing life. Hoping, this chapter will end just as good as the last..
<3